Seems I am under an illusion
Jumping always to conclusion
What I think of as retribution
Only leads to more confusion
Oh that I may know your ways
Comprehend the mystery, see your face
Grow in wisdom, ne'er betray
Twisted entity, my mind, this maze
Laughed to scorn, feelings ground
Repaying laughter with a frown
Vain imaginings, with my crown
Before your feet I'm casting down
Oh, not to seek for wordly gain
Or to hear words or sweet refrain
Not for fortune, all but vain
These I could not maintain
Let them laugh, scoff, and scorn
While within, I'm weary, worn
Tormented, vexed, forlorn
For your joy comes in the morn
In that new day when I awake
In your arms my sorrows take
In that morning all fetters break
I'll be glad this has been for Your sake.
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